I’ve done it before and I really think I’m getting better: fewer tears, less stress, and little doubt. This is where God wants me, I know, but when I booked my ticket four months ago, I wasn’t thinking about how much I’d miss dinner around the table with my uncontrollable family and demon-possessed dog. I didn’t consider the girlfriend withdrawal I’ll undoubtedly experience, and I didn’t know I’d be starving for Marcus to be by my side.
I’m once again being held captive in in-between-land, and like any trip that requires separation from everyone and everything I care most about, my stomach is whirling in a thousand directions. But I’ve done it before… I think I’m getting better…
When I escape this miserable cold and am re-introduced to the sun in 90-degree Bangkok, my attitude will unquestionably change. But for now, I’m coveting your prayers for safety and peace. Although my Savior will clutch my hand every step of the way, I wish I weren’t doing this alone. Free from distraction, yes, but we all know there are more laughs with someone else. Please help me laugh with you…
My flight leaves tomorrow morning at 9:30 a.m., where my intinerary takes me through Detroit, Tokyo, and Bangkok. I’ll post my arrival once I find internet. Can’t wait for God to unfold His always-perfect plan so I can turn this cheesy frown upside down. Next post will be from the land of Thai! Love, always.
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