It’s paaaaainful writing this post. I’ve already left the computer SIX times in search of snacks to cure my “insatiable” hunger pangs, take Paisley on a walk, clean the bathroom, call Marcus… you get the picture. I’m sitting here, admitting to you, that I. LOATHE. BLOGGING. about anything personal.
Over the last year, our business grew uh-lot. That’s a HUGE praise and blessing, especially considering we just wrapped up our second year as a business. But with more work, projects, and goals than ever, “my” business began eating me alive. And the worst part? I LET IT! Literally months of non-stop stress migraines, turning down friends, and collapsing from being perpetually overwhelmed, I was running myself into the ground. So blogging? That became oooone more task to add to my never-ending list.
I decided I can’t BE every aspect of my business and lead it with vision and presence. And if I’m bogged down with maintaining through daily tasks, I can’t grow. None of this was really news to me, but reaching the tipping point so quickly put me in a scary place. With Marcus in a new position (which is perfect for him, and I’ll detail later), I knew I needed help. Those six months went by and I was scared to death about hiring someone! I also know that if fear is stopping me from pursuing something, I have to go after it.
All of that brings me to today. Tired. Dreading to blog. But hopeful. We are so blessed for what’s to come this year, and God has placed so many incredible people and opportunities in our path… it’s humbling to see it start coming together.
I’m excited to be a visionary again, be inspired in what I do, foster the relationships I have and work on new ones, serve our couples and this industry, and enjoy the goodness God has poured out.
LOTS of newness up our sleeves in these coming months – sharing more of me, a new addition to GMP, sparkly new sites, and Marcus’s new toy to name a few – so keep an eye out! And, hey. Thanks for sticking by me, even when I’m a terrible friend and lousy blogger.
Here’s a mini iPhone recap of our “personal” 2011.
XOXO!!!
CHEERS to a fabulous 2012!!! We know you will totally bring it and I’m so excited you are hiring someone. Cause you MUST hang out with us more when we visit Phoenix… miss you. AND there needs to be more images of Paisley.
darling, I love you. so grateful for you, for your honesty, for your perseverance, and even (dare I say it?) the knowledge that I’m not the only one who let business run me over and leave me as roadkill next to the highway. I need to hire someone, too. struggling to even get to the point of asking for help, or even knowing HOW someone could help. no worries, friend— we shall get through this. I’d love to catch up with you in Vegas next month, if possible!!
you are awesome. yay for new ness and yay for you sharing more personal stuffs. i love the photos from your life. yup. i do.
What fun pictures!!
Love you guys! I’m happy there’s a pic of you and Kim and I in this instagram montage! (: Keep up the great work.
aw. you two are doing a bang up job! i’m excited for your 2012! keep it up sweety
a very good year friend
ps. i’m very hireable.